I just wrote this. 2day I got hit like crazy wit lyrical inspiration. I listened 2 2pac + Outlawz album Still I Rise. 3 songs. "Letter 2 the President", "Black Jesuz", and "High Speed". High speed helped me write this one. Once I wrote the chorus, it was all great. Anyway, I've been teased and bullied, felt like I was unpopular, and things like that. People ask me "U gonna shoot up the school". joke or not? hmm. Well, I think this song can represent 4 all those have experienced since emotion. And those thinking about doing it. Find a way 4 them 2 see it'z not necessary. Here's the 1st verse and chorus.... Check it.
[i]Sept. 16, 2004[/i]
Would they still try me, if I was violent wit a burner?
Instead of being silent, gettin knowledge as a learner
I'm still concerned with the way we're actin'
Need 2 revolutionize the times w/ new actions
Often askin if I'm ok or fine
What'z in my mind, am I thinkin of pullin a Columbine
Comically viewed, I'm seen as weak-willed
like I can't stomach a kill, when I'm holdin some steel
I've dealt wit bullys, wore hoodys, and rocked pullys
Even my so-called friends couldn't understand me fully
Negativity imprisoned me 2 think all the same
Every comment made about me, made me feel like a lame
Felt hopeless in my youthness
Bad roads traveled, can't believe that I'd do this
Ruthless aggression, list organized 2 perfection
Finalize the shots 2 be fired without a question
Determine ya destiny 2 die
Just like ya dealer that sells weed, make U destine 2 get high
Bustin better than gang marksmanship
Know how 2 creep like a Blood and make U bleed like a Crip
Stripped of the innocence, now U got no defensive
Enough 4 both of us, but U can take all the regrets
Dreams set, reality's comin ahead
Looked me str8 in my eyes, this is all that I said
CHORUS
Whatcha gonna do when my mind ain't well
and I gotta a Future Wit A Gun
Shootin em up, not givin a f***
No surprises, U better duck
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This is my favorite song that I've created so far. One of my best, if not THEE.