My motivation is very come and go these days. I still dabble in the things i thought i would have a career in by now but i am currently working in a so so job. Still, the other aspects of my life are still good and strong. I have a great large core group of friends, and recently moved into a new place with my girlfriend.
I've seen some of the world, I've done things i'm proud of, but there is more to come.
The job situation can still change. Not ready to settle on average just yet.