Wes, try and stick at the college thing cos its always very hard at the start and can seem a real stress but i guarantee it will get better and you will look back thinking "what was i worrying about". My first year of Uni was a hassle, but after 4 years i look back and realise it was the best time of my life.
I too for a while went through a faze of going off most of my old Music altogether. Tim is right as in when you get older you realise that the simple fun things in life do stick with you in the long run. Lost & Found brought back some love for me and i was turning 21 at that point.
Keep pushing on man, you'll see the bigger picture soon.