Yep things didn't work out. Ship life is a very strange a disturbing life to live and i didn't like what it was changing me into. It was like being back at school as far as cliques go and a prison in that you just couldn't get away from anything. The video side of things was okay, its just very hard to go through bad times when alll your friends and family are 1000's of miles away.
Strangely enough i flew back today and i am feeling highly postive and motivated about my future now. I have took only the good things from my experience and now i am moving forward. Wish me luck.
Brakes - I see no reason why i can't get to this show. I live a 20 minute train journey from Bedford. I'll be in touch soon dude.
Thanks for the support everyone, i have now officially returned. I'll have some pics up soon.