I'm sorry to hear that man. I lost three animals (two cats and one cavy) in 2011, they were all old but they all went out rather slow due to deseases like cancer so I took care of them a lot this year in order to give them a proper good bye. I know how it feels man. Also, I must admit that even tho I never was a huge Heavy D Fan, the news of him passing away also left much sadder than I would have thought. Hang in there.