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Peedie did a good job.. It's just that I cant stand his style, nor his voice, nor his flow.. That's what destroys it for me.

MJJ Records? That's not where here album dropped on tho, aint it? Does MJJ even exist anymore?

Damn, that's dope. I like cap's like that, got a few myself. Imma try to get one like that, with Jazzy.

Maybe I'm dumn and all, but isnt there internet on those huge ass cruise ship's these days? lol. Anyway, sounds great man, I'm happy for ya. Enjoy it!

Yeah, that is cool. Thanks.

Sorry I'm so late.. But happy birthday girl. You'r a good friend, you know that?

I'm still here, even tho not often.. Not caus I dont like it anymore, but just becaus life is so busy. Almots every weekend I'm gone, to my girl in germany, and through the week I have to do allof of stuff I cant do in the weekend and stuff like that. But if I find some space, I'm on here. Sam.. You know you'r my homegirl, and I miss talkin to ya, but I truely understand you caus I'm going through simular things myself. All I can tell you is to keep you'r head up really.

happy birthday

That festival is over here.. Boyz II Men-I'll Make Love To You

Yo Jeff, I basicly just wanna say thank you for what you'r music meant to me through my life, wether it was with or without Will rockin' the mic. Ya'll been a support for me, through the good and bad times and I appreciate that. I'm just 17, and I live in the netherlands, and I hope to get a chance to meat you soon too. Keep it real man, we'll allways be there to support you.

If it really get's released then. I'd say you should expect something between 7.7.07 and 10.2010. Still looking out for it tho.

I had a moment like that two one day. Allways funny.

Really looking out for it. Especaly for the BDK, Method Man and Peedie Crack Track's.

I'll keep it in my thoughts.

I wear diffrent stuf.. Mostly just a jeans, and a tighetr black shirt without prints, with long or short sleeves. Than some white shirts, some shirts with color (Not that much, more green and brown and stuff), some tanktop's (black & white).. Than I got shorter pant's. And I got various jean's, from thight till regular till Baggy. I got allot of hoodie's, and I got some regular sweaters. Stuff like that.

It's like this.. I'm dealing with a fear of losing what's the most important to me, to somebody who's "better" than me. This is a constant fear, and no mather what that important person tell's me to calm down.. It doesnt help long. Caus there is allways something that happen's, which mostly isnt really bad, but in my head it is. So that pust oil on my fear fire. Than I start feeling very, very bad, afraid.. For a few day's mostly, and than I start havin panic and cry attack's with heavy stomache cramp's and heavy heartbeats and stuff. That goes on untill I get calmed down, but it allways get's back pretty soon when something new happens or get's said. The doc told me that it comes out of a depression, and now I'm waiting on the apoitment with the psychologist. I wanna get it fixed. Not really for myself, but for Maike at the most. Thank's for ya'll caring. It's appreciated.

Untill now, all I can say it was an intresting year. I heavily got played by a girl, which endet great caus caus of what she did to me, me and Maike (Who was my best friend for two year's) hooked up two month's ago. We been feeling each other like that for a long time, but we never had the gut's to do it. Now we did it, and it's beautifull. We both dont have a solid fammily life, and we kinda give each other a home. She live's 3 hours away tho, which aint that great ofcourse, but we still manage to see each othe ever second weekend for three nights, and sometimes even more or for longer (She just been here two week's and I'm going there for tow week's in about two week's). My school is going decent, caus I been trying to get up in rank caus I wanna finish on the best way caus I might want to move to a other country after school (Right now Germany's on my mind). I'm dealing with a depression and panic attack's for a few month's now, which ofcourse is getting me down. But I'm going to see a psychologist real soon, which I hope will be able to help me for my sake, and for my baby's sake.

Boyz II Men-I'll Make Love To You The concert was amazing last week. They rocked the crowd. They seemed like some very cool, down to earth guy's.

hell yes! I wore my ren and stempy mr horse shirt proudly until I saw 10 year olds wearing them :4-only1ha: Those were two amazing shows.

Trey Songz-From A Woman's Hand Great song, great message.

Welcome. You'll find you'r place.

Eamon-F It

I think he got better songs when it comes to his rapping, but the beat and the song as a whole is amazing. One of the best songs really.

I'm gonna get this one.

I wont get into this, caus I'll get my ass suspendet again. All I'm saying is.. It's not dead, and it wont die.