I allways try to be positve, but sometimes ist had considern my familly life etc. Still I never lost it till now, in a situation I`m shure the most peopel would have given up allready. There are things that help me threw this, like a teacher who I know cares about me, like my best friend who`s allways there for me, and my girl who loves me and understands me caus she used to go threw simular things. In my life I learned how to come up for myself, still considerin what might happen to the other people I allways try to find a good way.. I try to stay positive.. I believe that it allways can get better..