Yo this is what I feel a real emotional track. I was going to wait until her anniversery to post it but I thought I would show you lot..Feedback is appreichated. Thanks!!!
Intro:
This song is for my grandmother
A soul that will always live on in my heart
I know if you could see me you would be proud
Can't wait untill i see you in heaven
Love you....
I know you're missing me, I miss you too
I know you loved me, I love you too
Even though at times i didn't show it
But deep down, I knew that you know it
Lightning hit me in the heart on November 1st
She knew she was dying, that was the worst
I was too young to understand that you were leaving
You was my air in my lungs when I had trouble breathing
A survivor of cancer three times before it catched you
Kidnapping, please answer me why god snatched you
I thought my life as being happy and painless
My life without you init it would be all aimless
I never knew I loved her untill she was all gone
I feel like my life fell to peices, i'm now all alone
That was the first day in my childhood I saw my father cry
He was asking himself why did she had to die?
She knew my kindness was my weakness. She took it apart
But Grandma, you will always have a place in my heart
When I was a baby she sang "Mockingbird" to make me sleep
But now i'm in my room trying not to make myself weep
I didn't shock me at first but even worse, There was a delay
A week later ask forgiveness from god, Let me pray
If I had a choice I would take your heavenly place
Don't you know I would die for you, I'll always remember your face
Granddaddy don't talk about it much, but he does miss you
Watching old videos in my room and I wish that i can kiss you
On the cheek but as a child I had the cheek to run
But you understood I was young, Her eyes came up with the sun...
I know you're missing me, I miss you too
I know you loved me, I love you too
Even though at times i didn't show it
But deep down, I knew that you know it
I was slipping and falling and I couldn't get up
That's when you appeared in my dreams and helped me up
I thought I was imagin things, a bit too much drink
The day you left us my heart had to sink, In a blink
Know you would be proud as my age got a bit older
My actions came more stupid, My heart grew alot colder
You were the answers to my problems. Thank you
12 hour wake me and my dad stumbling down the road, it was thru
We was celebrating what a life that you really had
Most songs have happy ending's, Well this one is sad
Let me tell you the changes that have been made since you left
3 Of my best friends were locked up for theft
I can see you now telling me the law will catch us up
The only one who said that the cops were good, not currupt
Told us that there were there to try and secure the peace
When I was kicked out she was the last person I wanted to greet
But time got thin for her and I needed to let out emotion
She was an Irish women who never even crossed the ocean
I think of her everyday and with that I need to say
I miss you and I wish that she never went away....
I know you're missing me, I miss you too
I know you loved me, I love you too
Even though at times i didn't show it
But deep down, I knew that you know it