Very Emotional Song

[Fresh-Ta-Def]

Verse 1:

Ma I aint neva hated chu but enough is enough/

I give up, I aitn Tough, why won't you just grow up/

I hate chu thats a fact I hope you reading this now/

so you know why i aint here, an why I aint coming round/

you blow up on me, mad, angry, yellin ta def/

the way you treat us its lucky you have one son left/

but he's ya baby ya boy/

I'm the one you destroyed/

take the internet, and see whats left, you got in this boy/

I wright to get the stress off so this is straight from the heart/

and since it is, its true all the way from the start/

you wanna treat me like dirt disrespect me an all that/

when I'm older this the reason why you aint recive calls back/

talking ta me like I aint know better an I'm young as hell/

an you wonder why the hell, I aint treat chu so well/

I got alot on my mind so its hard for me ta deal with this/

what am I saying mom I'm sorry i aint meant to be like this/

I love you I see now why you helping me out/

I wanna cry mom I'm sorry please be forgivin me now/

right now I'm crying wrighting this wondering whats wrong with me?/

Mom I say this but it means nothing I frontin come along with me/

Hook:

I hate you!, I love you/

cant think nothing of you/

below or above you/

i'ma always kiss an hug you/

Chorus:

your my mom, my gaurd, my soul my desire

they can laugh they can hate but i keep climbin higher

you coming im running you right there behind me

when i was blind you would guide and help me see

Verse 2:

I say it i mean it, you all up on my case/

back just an hour ago you layed one on my face/

i said "stop the car let me the f**k out"/

i hate you mom, you said "boy betta watch your mouth"/

i swear i take into consideration that "partents don't understand"/

Will hit that in the right place, like my face meeting your hand/

you say that you love me and you won't let me go/

but then you get it twisted (f**k you) that was an hour ago/

mom I listen when you say things but you buggin me out/

like you tellin me ta get in "you aint supposed ta be out"/

you know what I give up, I'll leave it at that/

but I know you gon cry if I don't come back/

dad steps in says "Brian don't say that to your mother"/

I yell back "shes a witch how the hell can you love-her"/

There I go again sayin i hate chu but i don't/

as long as you don't say nuttin then I Won't/

keep this inside cause if this song gets played/

cause more comotion then a player cheatin at spades/

i won't play, solets get it over, i'm sorry if you are/

but next time i'mma f**kin jump outta the car/ (GOT IT!)

Hook:

I hate you!, I love you/

cant think nothing of you/

below or above you/

i'ma always kiss an hug you/

Chorus:

your my mom, my gaurd, my soul my desire

they can laugh they can hate but i keep climbin higher

you coming im running you right there behind me

when i was blind you would guide and help me see

Edited August 30, 2005 by Fresh-Ta-Def

[mfuqua23]

That is top-notch expression right there. U could probably reach many teens with such a song. The chorus was nice too.

[Fresh-Ta-Def]

thanks man yeah my mom was really on my case latly

[cristigolo]

good rap man. what's her problem?

[Fresh-Ta-Def]

iono man my moms been tripping out on me latly shes really pissing me off iono what her problem is

[kbfprince]

I can relate to this :wickedwisdom: Rhymes were tight, really liked it. :wickedwisdom:

[Fresh-Ta-Def]

thanks girl.... yoh question you sent the money foh da cd right??

[Turntable]

Great Lyrics!Realy great man..

[Fresh-Ta-Def]

thanks man much appricated

[bigted]

It's nice to see you pouring the emotion into what you wrote there, I could feel it, keep ya head up dawg!

[Fresh-Ta-Def]

thanks man It sucks having to go to the lybary to talk to ya'll but ill make do